here is the letter i wrote you today, so im gonna put it up on here okay?

Dear Baby egg:

hmph, you never called me to wake me up at 830, but i woke up by myself today, and tried calling you till now, sigh and you still haven't pick up, wonder if you are sleeping or eating, you lazy head bb..

bb i miss you, i enjoyed the talk we had last night, and i think i remember you calling me last night after we hung up, and then i was like hello...then you said something then hung up, sigh. but i was being a really good baby and didnt go out like i said.!! heheh.. >=D <-----this time he is happy!!!

baby, after the talk that we had last night i think that everythings are gonna be fine, and will be good again. i just called travel agency, and trying to get hold of them, and i am going to reserve the seat, so in any case i could come back.. and ive been calcuating.. i think i could get 2000 before my birthday and then hopefully 1500 on my birthday. and hopefully ask my mama to support me abit, and there would be 4000 hopefully.. and then ask my uncle to lend me some money, and hopefully he would do that!

umm.. let me see what else i wanna tell my baby, well i didnt go practise today cause ive been too busy trying to call you and talk to you, and pretend im mad when i talk to you, but you never picked up, so im just sad now sitting in my room and playing video game..

baby, i miss you i miss you i miss you, and i love you x12242005 times okay? kisses to you x100, so now i have 100 heart heart okay? heheh now you cant take away my hearts okay? hahah i won you lost!

baby i will try my very best to come back okay, and the first thing i will do is kissie my baby, wow that ryhmed... haha you cant do that i bet you cant..

okay baby, i will keep calling you now, and remember this i am mad you bad egg, so you better give me some kisses..

okay, you want the truth, then here it is im gonna tell you everything. i dont wish to say out name

first off, yea i lied to you about the ticket, but i never lied about the fedex, i did fedexed you, and in there there's a note, saying if you could give me 1000hkd, for your ticket, and there is also a 11months suprise in it, and that's why i never wanted to say out..you know why i have to lie, because this fucking ticket cost 14000hkd, and i do not have this much of money, and yet im still trying my best to get the money, i have 11000 but so what? if you dont believe me, ill go on webcam and show you. this is the time when you'd say oh yea right doesnt cost 14000, and this is also the time where you should really be quiet and search online, go search every websites, you see all the tickets cost more than 14000.. i searched every time, every date, every airways, every possible cheap tickets, but nothing happened, because its all booked.. now i know you wont believe me, then so be it.. you are gonna say im a fucked liar ,asshole,fucker, bitch..whatever comes to your mind.. you know, i told you i dont go out at night anymore, you know why? because i dont want to waste 18.2 or 27.3 on useless bus ride,which i might only be out for an hour and back.. so ive been saving up all along, and whats the result, i dont have enough money, and i dont know what to say to you..you could bitch all you want...

secondly, i know after what i jsut told you, you are gonna keep your modelling, facebook, everythings...but you, before i saw that tuptop pic i was still fine, but when i saw it, the frist thing came into my mind was, god, you did everythings i told you not to, i can not contorl you anymore, i can not turn you to good anymore, maybe it's because me that led to this, but whatever it is, this is not the way its supposed to be.. your pics really gorss me out, i cant believe my gf would go out with almost topless and take this pic with some dudes beside her really close face to face..and that pic with chris, its overboard...but whatever i say, you think its fine.. you see the differences between us..and i know right now you are bitching and screaming..but im saying the true..

and our critical differences, are i could not bear that my gf have really close guy friends, and go clubbing with them, hug them when taking pics, hold their hands, wear something ive never seen infront of them, inside joke with them, and go to some kyle's house to cook or some shit...

and in closing, i didn't wish to hurt you even when i found out this facebook shit, and instead i really wanted you to come back and work it out, at that time, i could only lied so you woudl forgive me and i could have more time to come up with the money and make you come back...but nothing matters now...

your pics all your pics, really hurted me, especially the one with tuptop...

im sorry for everythings i've done...but now when i think of having 14000 is useless, cause the pinky i once loved, the innocent cute babygirl that  i had, is gone...maybe forever or maybe not for long...

take care, my once sweet babygirl.

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thank you for letting me know how love works....

you gave us up...not me...

dont blame me for making this decision...